Soul Symphony

So, a 9-9 job, shifting 3 houses, 2 cities later and completing the most anticipated milestone of the 7 pheras, I thought I will finally be at peace with myself. I decided,  I won’t write down all the pyaar wala gyan on my blog and took the self-proclaimed break. Well secretly because of the fear ki ab kuch bhi likhungi, it will be considered as I am complaining about my life! Why? Well is it not true? Even if someone share’s a strong voiced article, a beautiful unhappy poetry or  some love songs ,we presume it to be his current life phase. We now judge the person by his timeline. Come to think of it - this is not entirely all wrong, after all there is more communication on someone's timeline these days than in real life. Anyways!  A fter all of this and facing the most unusual, frightening and overwhelming lock-down situation, the only resort I thought was to do something that I like. Talk ( read write )! I know it’s ...

Do you feel that you don’t deserve lasting love and that your partner will inevitably leave you? Do you stay at home, afraid to venture out and meet new people because you don’t feel you have enough to offer? Do you feel overweight, boring, stupid, guilty, or ugly? Standard questions…  Here I ask you.  Do you inevitably feel the need be validated by your partner time and again? Do you feel the sudden sprang of jealousy or anxiousness when your partner mentions an opposite sex and his/fondness towards that person? No matter how much you convince yourself that you truly trust your partner but such feelings really cloud all your sanity, and the next thing you know is that you are frantically obsessing over that person. Now while many might say : "This is completely insane. I don’t feel any such thing." I say, let’s ponder a little more. Insecurities: We’ve all got a few.  Speaking of myself: I DO!    I used to feel embarrassed of this, but ...