Soul Symphony

So, a 9-9 job, shifting 3 houses, 2 cities later and completing the most anticipated milestone of the 7 pheras, I thought I will finally be at peace with myself. I decided,  I won’t write down all the pyaar wala gyan on my blog and took the self-proclaimed break. Well secretly because of the fear ki ab kuch bhi likhungi, it will be considered as I am complaining about my life! Why? Well is it not true? Even if someone share’s a strong voiced article, a beautiful unhappy poetry or  some love songs ,we presume it to be his current life phase. We now judge the person by his timeline. Come to think of it - this is not entirely all wrong, after all there is more communication on someone's timeline these days than in real life. Anyways!  A fter all of this and facing the most unusual, frightening and overwhelming lock-down situation, the only resort I thought was to do something that I like. Talk ( read write )! I know it’s ...

Are yaar tu kitna sochti hai …. Familiar line right? I have been a receiver of this line like a zillion times. Well yes, sometimes we do happen to screw up our peace of mind by just sulking over a certain situation and then presuming outcome or regretting that we could have done it some other way.    In both the situations --it’s futile! Neither we can time travel and change things nor can we predict any outcome by our thoughts alone. There is no good in over thinking . Well true, and as individuals we all realize this too. But can we really stop ourselves from ruminating? Honestly, that would hold a No for me. If I have to spill a secret here, I’d say there was a time when I was engrossed in the vicious cycle of ruminating or over thinking as the people around me were calling it. I had zoned out , started losing out on the people around me for some vivid situations in my head, my relationships were getting affected, my mood used to be for a swing always: High...