Soul Symphony .....Why this name?? Well.. It does have a reason behind it ...
I literally spent most of my childhood and teenage part (well yes I am an adult now ,only by the age norms though) ...so ya I spent most of this time being an introvert.. well no not those cliche introverts with the cats around and red wine in hand..but mostly hearing people complain differently to me ...my teachers told my parents I don’t speak much ...my parents thought I am timid to converse with people .
I grew up mostly as a single child ...my younger sister came after a monarchy of 8 years on my parents ... and till the time she and I could actually communicate something logical (apart from bob the builder and power-puff girls) I was out in the wild hostel world...
HOSTEL the thought that dread us all as children and as teenagers our open arena ...suddenly from my introvert cushiony cozy world I was in a GIRLS HOSTEL!!! Well now yes the girls hostel had all chattery bubbly girls around and I was sharing my room with 4 such girls...tough ride ....and my introverted self couldn’t just speak much...so long story short there I got labelled as an arrogant one...(honestly I kind of thought it gave a cooler outlook) but well I wasn’t arrogant ,just lacked the actual skill of talking ...
After college happend I put my feet in the corporate world ,the introvert evolved to being socially reserved (read awkward) ..which eventually added few more synonyms of haughtiness with my personality...
Expressing myself with the right words, right tone and right attitude has always been a little challenging for me..(dreading actually)
Family is programmed to biologically love me ,they gave up long time back trying to get me talk to them...but friends ,dates,colleagues mostly consider me something which I am not ... thank god for texting ..(I really thank the inventor of SHORT MESSAGE SERVICE and now Watsapp) ,”Jan Koum” sir you really helped in me not dying lonely at least I could express a little more clearly in messages ...
So this is why I chose this platform to talk to the virtual self of you me and others out there who like me, like to write down things than actually speaking it ...and I know you would even agree nothing is more satisfying than being able to express clearly ...also since its unidirectional and no actually conversation!!!
Hence I will open my soul to yours and maybe we can have a symphony together!!
Looking forward for some really good and soulmate-ly connecting posts that reflect similar emotions !! No better way to Express vulnerable and honest emotions. Great initiative. Good luck. ♥
ReplyDeleteWow...very less people actually want to help others simultaneously as themselves...so yes u have taken such an awesome step...i feel proud of u...keep going. You blog gives you the eagerness to know about you more and more... Hustle babes😘😘
ReplyDeleteA very beautiful description about your inner soul. Looking forward for some soulful conversations with you.We have not known each other since childhood but somehow there is a connect between us a bond which have grown so strong..Would love to know u inside out..All the best babe 😘
ReplyDeletethank you for such a lovely comment and always encouraging me .
DeleteAsthectically written ! How life can be played with words and can be pinned down with the exact frelings and vibes ! This is art that comes from life experiences ! Amazingly written
ReplyDeleteGreat ��.. I would love to look into the mirror...
ReplyDeletethankyou dear :) ..would really love to have you subscribed to the blog . i promise not to disappoint.
DeleteGreat Work! ♥️ You're doing amazing. Looking forward to more of these. ♥️
ReplyDeletethankyou :) ..kindly subscribe to read more !
DeleteWhat do you think about it, and , would you like to do something about it?
ReplyDeleteyes sure ..would love to ..just a clearer picture on what do you mean by "it" ?
DeleteIt means wrong interpretation of your personality by people
DeleteWell there is nothing much that i can do about it ,the last thing would be going to each and explaining what i am .but that's not gonna solve the purpose . I think i will express here and let people know they think of me otherwise . Any better suggestions you have ?
DeleteI would say when words are short to explain.. a smile is enough to convey ur thoughts... As they say.. smile is contagious and yeah a smiling face can never look arrogant to people out there
DeleteVery beautifully put. Keeping an eye on your upcoming posts 👍🏻👌🏻
ReplyDeletethank-you so much Uzair .you have been encouraging enough .would love if you could subscribe so as to not miss any like-able post which you can relate to !
DeleteThis is a great medium to express your underlying thoughts n feelings as well as for plenty of others who find it difficult to interact n express their emotions in front of others. It's good to know that there are others who go through the same ordeal as you do. Great work! Looking forward to more of your writings :)
ReplyDeletethank-you so much . Each word of yours really means a lot . Thanks for liking and if you wish to keep supporting do subscribe so as to not miss any like-able post which you can relate to !
Deletethe wait is finally over..!!!! can easily relate with your thoughts, slightly doubtful about your introvert nature.. ;) way to go mountain girl...!!!! :D n yes subscribed !!!
ReplyDeleteNice.... Looking forward to. More interesting reads.
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